in november a beloved member of the slc hardcore community was murdered. he was one of my closest and oldest friends. This song is about the feeling of helplessness many of us felt when this happened and not knowing how to handle it.
RIP BRAD. we miss you
lyrics
I Cant see the light
When the whole world looks black
Everydays a struggle
It's getting harder to fight back
The months are getting colder
my thoughts are growing bolder
It's hard to look myself in the eye
When all I think is why bother try
The art of losings not hard to master
The tide is breaking I'm sinking faster,
The pressures building now I'm headed for disaster
Im sinking
I remember when everything was right
My mind wanders back to that November night
I know nothing will ever be the same
I can't figure out if I'm to blame
I watched my brother fall
And nothing ends this pain
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